The Lies of Vampires and Slayers by KM Shea

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Oh I love this trilogy so much! KM Shea has written so many amazing couples but honestly this might be my favourite out of all 5 star Magiford trilogies!

The main character Jade has left her slayer family to work on the first of the magiford paranormal police teams and I loved her from page one! With social anxiety and insane weaponry skills that put her far above the other paras on her team she has no idea how to interact with other paranormals. She came to the city to try to show that slayers can be more to modern society than assassins and feared paranormals – but how can she do that when her own team are afraid of her?

And then we have Connor – possibly the swooniest mmc I have ever read and honestly my favourite vampire of all time. I cannot say more for spoilers because I have read this trilogy so many times all the details have run into each other but let me say – read it!

We also get so many cameos from the other Magiford trilogies – especially Killians and Hazel so that was fun to read!

World – 5/5 – love so much! We have this paranormal city in northern America that has become the hotspot of politics and we have so many different characters and different supernaturals and other little bits and pieces!

Characters – 10000000/5 – I love them! all of considines siblings, the whole team, Jade and Connor especially and everyone else! They all live in my head constantly and everything about them is so real I feel like I could take a plane to America and Jade would be patrolling the streets!

Plot – 1000000000/5 – everytime I pick up this book I read it in less than one day, I just inhale it and then its gone (until I pick it up again a few months later and yes I know that the Magiford world has become an obsession but I cant help it!).

Romance – 10000/5 – Soft Romance –  ahhhhhh! I love them so much!! We have enemies to lovers AND friends to lovers AND alternate egos AND nicknames AND everything I love *swoon*.

Content Warnings: some violence, minor grief.

Morally Grey or just the FMC?

This is something I have been thinking about more and more as I read even more – across hundreds of books especially fantasy/dystopian/sci-fi – the trope of the ‘morally grey’ heroine is becoming more and more popular so I’m going to do a deep dive into this! Are the female main characters (FMC) that are being marketed as morally grey truly morally gray or are they just women in a patriarchal world acting in a way that that society – ours or fictional! – don’t appreciate?

Minor Spoilers for Throne of Glass, Red Queen and Eragon!

So lets dive in!

Evangeline Samos from Red Queen is a key example of a ‘morally grey’ character. She argueably an antagonist. In the beginning she is even semi competition for protagonist for the interest of Cal. But she doesn’t care.

Her values are focused on love and acceptance for herself and yes she is ambitious and we know she is cruel sometimes but she is still not a villain. If she is a villain then Julian – the amiable uncle figure to Cal and Mare – is a villain too! He kills her father, takes over a mans brain and makes him walk of a cliff where he knows he will be drowned to death painfully and slowly. But Julian is still presented as working for the right side! Surely Evangeline is working for the right side too – her side. Survival.

Another example is Caeleana Sardothian – presented as insane and unstable for most of it but it she just head and shoulders above everyone around her? She is more intelligent, more charismatic and more skilled than the assassins and her other peers so she is separated from them by this ‘otherness’ but is that just that she is truly powerful?

Look at her values. Justice – skewed and biased but whos isn’t? Kills Nehemia’s murderer painfully but is that just revenge?

Then take a very male character like Eragon from the Inheritance Cycle – I love this series, it is what got me into fantasy but it does make a good comparison.

By the end of the book he has killed hundreds in a swathe to get to the capital, he kills the king and the dragon and is so powerful that he has to leave. But his power is heroic and his sanity is never questioned. Not when he prioritises helping Rouran his cousin find Katrina over the arguebaly ‘greater good’ of supporting the Vardan, not when he leaves an entire army marching towards certain death to chase a dream – people question it but not him. Yes those decisions are taken from a moral place, yes they work out in the end and yes they make a great story.

But so do Caeleana and Evangelines.

When I was doing my international womens day post about strong FMCs it really got me thinking. All of the FMCs had killed someone – I read fantasy -, all of the FMCs had moral compasses just different ones but the difference is was who’s control they were under. Keladry of Mindelan isn’t a morally gray knight, she is noble despite controversy but she is still very much under the thumb of the capital until she breaks out in the fourth book and this is when we see some of those lines blur for the first time despite her always remaining a firmly good classical hero because she regrets the actions she has to take for justice. Paedyn Gray from Powerless kills someone but she isn’t morally gray – at least of that book – in the eyes of the reader because we completely understand.

So what is the difference between morally gray and not? Is it that we just understand the motivations? Because in that case I would argue that Manon Blackbeak, Caeleana Sardothian, Katsa and Evangeline Samos are by that definition not morally gray. Some of their decisions are not solid and they do kill people but is the defininton of a morally gray FMC whether they are under the control of the patriarchy/govermantal structure of their respective worlds?

Katsa breaks away from that but in the beginning when we decide what their character is like she is going to execute people for the king. She also starts a secret council to undermine that hence the gray part not black of her morals. Evangeline Samos is so powerful and yet still controlled by her father until pretty late in the series. She knows that to get the power she wants she is going to have to marry Cal but by the end she decides not too. Caeleana Sardothian is probably the most morally gray in most people’s eyes on this list because she was an assassin for many years and does kill a lot of people on and of page in brutal ways. But so do other ‘classic’ heroes. Eragon kills people on page, he even mentions that it is almost unfair because they cant keep up with his supernatural skill. Percy Jackson kills a LOT of ‘monsters’ but he is still a hero, we never question at any point whether he is flexing his power or leaning into insanity he is just trying to survive.

If I start on another debate about how Percy Jackson and Eragon are arguably still until the guidance and power of their respective structures the Gods and the Vardan and how that may be why they are also classic heroes and never morally gray I could keep going forever but I wont! (maybe another day!).

To wrap it up is this main idea – are the female characters portrayed as insane and morally gray and villiainous in fantasy books really like that or are they just outside of the control of the government or a rebel structure? Are any female characters that aren’t in a recognisable structure that restricts their movement or power morally gray? And are all female characters who are powerful enough to take revenge on those who wronged them nudged closer to the label of insane or morally gray when they are doing the exact same as their male counterparts it is just labelled justice and avenging loved ones instead?

I also wanted to add that it is so odd how the obstacles placed in their path and the way they are overcome are judged so differently in morally gray characters to classic heroes. A classic hero’s journey is all about overcoming refusal of the quest, inheriting power or a throne and overcoming resistance to achieve a greater goal. Often the morals in the beginning have to be compromised to achieve the greater good. But powerful FMC’s aren’t often given that grace, especially as they are so easily dubbed morally gray. If they exchange morals for power or justice then they are irretrievably morally gray or downright villainous.

Readers – and this has been proved over and over by sales and booksta as well as just general chat – don’t care about morals or the perceived moral state of the character they care about being able to sympathise or emphasise with them. That is why villain backstories are so popular, they deal with the shadows within humanity show what can happen to people who stray of the path. And redemption arcs which are sometimes present in villain afterstories show that people can climb out of that life state and leave that behind.

So often FMC’s backstories and how they became morally gray are because of the patriarchy and violence so they become the most dangerous thing to protect themselves. We can see this with Caeleana, she is forged by the Assassin King and it is only when she leaves the country adknowledges the deeper parts of her history that she previously was ignoring that she can face what he made her into and go back to confront him.

Morally gray is the middle ground between villain and hero but who is the hero? It is cliché but someone’s villain is another characters hero and the more fantasy I read the more I become convinced that morally grey is a label given to female characters who aren’t controlled by the goverments around them!

In Conclusion…

Are the female characters portrayed as insane and morally gray and villiainous in fantasy books really like that or are they just outside of the control of the government or a rebel structure?

Are any female characters that aren’t in a recognisable structure that restricts their movement or power morally gray?

And are all female characters who are powerful enough to take revenge on those who wronged them nudged closer to the label of insane or morally gray when they are doing the exact same as their male counterparts it is just labelled justice and avenging loved ones instead?

What do you think?

Wings of Ash and Dust by Brittany Wang

13+

This was a solid read that I enjoyed!

We have different clans of fae, trials for a throne, a little no-spice romance and a heroine who refuses to acknowledge the existence of her magic and I was hooked!

We are first introduced to Quinn – the daughter of the general of her clan the Gywillion and she has just been overlooked for a place on the guard. Her anger at the injustice burns throughout the book and her bitterness leads her to making the decision to leave her clan and become a pirate. In the second book I am really interested to see if she reflects on that decision and any regret surrounding it!

 It is always so interesting to have a heroine who is unaware of the parallels between her and someone she hates but is clear to the reader! It adds that bit of depth that just having some similarities with the villain doesn’t, it makes it so you can have the heroine shine a lantern on some of her more dislikable qualities as a character and I just loved it! Quinn hates her father for overlooking her and ignoring her promise to focus on her twin brother Gaius – but she does the same in the beginning which leads to the betrayal a few chapters in! Quinn is in no way a Mary Sue – she has human emotions and her character makes the decisions the best she can in a world where she threw away the limited privilege she was given four years ago and now is competing against royals who have their clans completely behind them.

And one of my favourite points is when she mentions that she uses the same training techniques she thought were overly harsh when her father used them but says that they ‘work’. We have a main character who is running from her clan and especially her father but also who’s views and way of life are extremely close to how she has been raised. We get this gorgeous juxtaposition and then she is launched into the world of the other clans!

From warrior princess to pirate to prisoner princess and the trials for the throne Quinn takes us through this gorgeously intricate world and I just loved it!

Characters – 5/5 stars! I have talked about this a lot in the main body of my review but I did really enjoy the characters so let me reiterate – from the Queen whom we get a tiny glimpse into the life of a royal who’s only claim to the throne was because of the men she married to Delphine and Arista to the other competitors – the side characters in this were a true work of art and I love them so much!

World – 4/5 stars – I don’t think I have ever read a world that contained fae that weren’t heavily connected to folklore fae – changelings and deals and trickery – but we can still see glimmers of here and there like in the Nymph silver tongue.

Plot – 4/5 – the plot pace did slow in the middle but I felt like that did work! However the ending’s pace I wasn’t quite sure of – the characters got a lot of new information and then the plot picked up and exploded into the final fight! It is still a solid plot but for me I prefer it when the plot stays relatively the same pace throughout!

Romance – 3/5 – Soft Romance – the romance is a subplot in this book, not the focus. It is budding throughout but the real focus is on the gorgeous surroundings and the deadly trials. We get the most gorgeous scene in the boat with the quote that made me read it but then the romance seems to fade out of the plot. I still enjoyed the romance – especially as I knew from the marketing there was no risk of it turning explicit! – and I am interested to see where it goes and will definitely read the second.

Content Warnings: drug reliance/abuse – this is a fantasy drug but it does have medium presence on the page while the main character never takes it!

March Book Club Pick!

Our March Read is Reckless by Lauren Roberts! I rated Powerless five stars and have reread it twice but somehow Reckless has sat on my shelf for a few weeks without being read which is a tragedy. Kai and Paedyn were 100% my romantasy favourite of 2024 and they might be of this year as well! Click the link here to join us over on Storygraph as we read Reckless, chat about it and books generally and prepare for the release of the end of the saga!

We’d love for you to join us over on Storygraph and every bookworm, dragon or wyvern is welcome!

A Guide to Violence Ratings

Here are my violence ratings for damsel! I am going to start adding these in to all of my reviews so you can make sure you know the overall violence level of the book. Some books have SA discussed and very violent things alluded to but not on page so always check the Content Warnings. 1+2 are suitable for most readers, 3 is the bottom of YA fantasy content, 4 is probably the most common area that I rate within and 5+6 are the ones that contain graphic descriptions, blood, torture, PTSD, racism etc. Violence is hard to gauge specifically because it is all relative and descriptions while useful dont help as much as examples! It is always useful to have a gauge of what kind of books fall into each category so click here 1 to skip down at see what I gauge popular books you might have read/heard of to be.

Level 1

this is very minor violence, perhaps a punch but ultimately suitable for most YA readers.

Level 2

minor injuries/fights with small non graphic descriptions.

Short combat scenes and limited threat

Level 3

Medium threat and danger.

Medium combat scenes with injuries described non graphically.

Death and violence are present and regularly part of the storyline and plot.

May have minor Drug/Alcohol Abuse

Level 4

Violence occurs regularly as does death and injuries.

SA references will mostly be in the past and non graphic if present.

Drug/Alcohol abuse may be graphic

Level 5

Violence is frequent with long combat scenes that contain deaths of both good, bad and morally gray characters.

Some sexual violence/harassment may be present on page and in the past but rare and short.

Blood and injuries may be described graphically.

Drugs/Alcohol abuse may be present

Level 6

graphic descriptions of injury, violence and blood.

may have sexual violence or harassment.

SA may occur – in the past or on the page so check the content warnings

Frequent death and suffering including torture should be expected.

Drugs/Alcohol abuse may be present

Level 1 – These are going to be romances mainly. Very few fantasy books fall into this category that I review and so I cant think of any examples other than Meet Me at Midnight which releases 10th of April 2025.

Level 2 –

Keeper of the Lost Cities – we are firmly middlegrade here, we have short fight scenes with no graphic description (but later on in the series it might brush up to a 3).

Howls Moving Castle – I would say this is suitable for 10+ as long as you are okay with a little threat – most of Diana Wynne Jones’s books are pretty safe in general, a few do drift darker than others but I have read her entire works and I would say this is where most of them sit if you are looking to read her!

Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone sits here there is threat but not all throughout.

Level 3 –

Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets and the Prisoner of Azkaban as well as the Goblet of Fire sit here and the Order of the Phoenix.  

Level 4 –

Powerless by Lauren Roberts, it does center around trials and there are fight scenes – some are sparring and some serious – but overall the book is more romantic than murderous.

A Good Girls Guide to Murder and Good Girl Bad Blood both fall into this category. They are pretty dark in places but we are looking back especially in the first so the SA, rape and drugs aren’t primarily to the main characters.

Level 5 –

Hunger Games Trilogy, we have gory battle scenes, brutal murder and corruption etc.

Red Queen – the first book might just scrape down into level 4 but we have war, torture, captivity and a lot of manipulation and threat. I read it about 13 and loved it to bits (still do!) but it is pretty violent especially later on.  

Throne of Glass – just the first book here! – we have trials and on page violence and general darkness to the whole series.

Level 6 –

As Good as Dead, very violent, she is being hunted by a serial killer and threat is very high.

Nightweaver – the first two thirds have about a level 5 of violence but it ramps up in the last third to have graphic blood and murder as well as possession by demons.

March Booklist: Strong FMCs!

It is international womens day this month and so I have put together a booklist of my favourite FMCS that just scream female rage and power and radiate from every page. From assassins to knights to fallen queens this is a list of FMCs that don’t wait for people to save them and survive and thrive because of their tenacity and skill!

Paedyn Gray- Powerless – Lauren Roberts
How could I not include her? In a world of elites trained to kill any ordinary she not only survives trials designed to test the best of them but does it without any of their superpowers! Her incredible ability with weapons   as well as her insane ability to fake being a Psychic  – and fool a whole royal court! – makes this a must read!

Celaena Sardothian  – Throne of Glass – Sarah J Maas

Celaena is just everything I love in a fantasy heroine and even though a lot of characters have borrowed from her she cannot be replicated! Tough and yet soft, she can torture a man and then go home to cuddle a dog  and read! Assassin, reader and all round badass how could anyone not love her?

Evangeline Samos  – Red Queen by Victoria Aveyard
Honestly she stole the scene in every chapter she was in! From start to finish Evangeline had the magnetic pull of the main character and the villain while maintaining opposition to the mc! Ambitious and powerful she will remain one of my top fmcs no matter how many I read!

Keladry of Mindelan  – Protecter of the Small – Tamora Pierce
More of a classical heroine than most of my assassin mcs Keladry is one of the first to ensnare my heart and never let go! Fighting against prejudice in a world on the brink of a war as she becomes the first female knight in a hundred years her courage, stubbornness and justice make her probably the most moral of those on this list!

Mare Barrow – Red Queen – Victoria Aveyard
Teen revolutionary leaders aren’t a new thing in dystopian but Mare does it like no other! From the slums to the Silver court to chains and revolutions she radiates through the pages of her series and remains my Roman Empire (along with the rest of her world) despite reading many more similar fmcs no one can do it with the power of Mare!

Katsa – Graceling  –  Kristin Cashore
Katsa is one of the toughest characters I have ever met! I am wrestling with spoilers because her power just grows and grows! Her sheer tenacity and stubbornness is a superpower in itself and I love her from start to finish.

Manon Blackbeak – Throne of Glass – Sarah J Maas

I haven’t finished this series yet (I read the first few a while ago on borrowbox but the series is insanely expensive so I am keeping an eye out for second hand copies in bookstores!) but Manon was an instant fmc forever. She doesn’t care what anyone thinks, is dangerous and incredibly intelligent. She feels like Celeana and yet not, she is harder, less colourful and I just love her!

These FMCs are my favourites from the hundreds of books I have read and I 100% recommend them joining your TBR this March!

Safe Reading

Lottie x

Top Ten Tuesday: Character Quotes!

Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly meme created by the Broke and Bookish and now hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl where bloggers are given a prompt that is usually a list of ten bookish things.

Todays prompt: Things Characters Have Said

As I was doing this I realised that I was going to end up with a stream of quotes all from the same books and authors (I have so many quotes I could keep going forever) so I tried to mix them up a bit but how could I not include my favourites?

1 – “This is the arena and here we live to die.” – Galdoni, Cheree Alsop

2 –  “Remind me to make you smile like that again, when you aren’t dying, and I have all the time in the world to memorize it.” – Powerless, Lauren Roberts.

3 – “When people say a knight’s job is all glory, I laugh and laugh and laugh. Often I can stop laughing before they edge away and talk about soothing drinks.” ― Tamora Pierce, Squire

This whole list could be full of Tamora’s quotes but I will settle for just one more!

4 –  “Threats are the last resort of a man with no vocabulary.”― Tamora Pierce, Lady Knight

5 – “No one is born a monster. But I wish some people were. It would make it easier to hate them, to kill them, to forget their dead faces.”― Victoria Aveyard, Glass Sword  

6- “The truth is what I make it. I could set this world on fire and call it rain” – Red Queen, Victoria Aveyard.

7 – “Flame and shadow. One cannot exist without the other.” – Red Queen, Victoria Aveyard.

8 – “A lie will raise me up, and one day another lie will bring me down.”― Red Queen, Victoria Aveyard.

9 – “When a monster stopped behaving like a monster, did it stop being a monster? Did it become something else?”― Kristin Cashore, Graceling

10 – ““How absurd it was that in all seven kingdoms, the weakest and most vulnerable of people – girls, women – went unarmed and were taught nothing of fighting, while the strong were trained to the highest reaches of their skill.”― Kristin Cashore, Graceling.

Extra – I am currently reading Realm Breaker by Victoria Aveyard and finding myself highlighting every other quote so heres one of my favourites so far!

“And what kind of empire could rise from such a clash. With myself at its head, alone without equal. Without need for any other.” – Erika, Victoria Aveyard, Realm Breaker

I am adoring her character so far – I love when characters openly think about the injustices and prejudices that limit their actions and Erika’s understanding that everyone around her would move to support her male cousin or another heir if given the chance makes her a 5 star character for me!

Galdoni by Cheree Alsop

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I just love this world – honestly this trilogy is one I never tire of. I reread it and reread it (sometimes back to back) and it always holds up. We have a dystopian America, perhaps a few hundred years ahead where scientists have genetically adapted test tube babies into winged humans.

Originally designed as military scouts, the Galdoni have too much of the animal need to survive to be successful to the governments plan. The Galdoni are taken by the Arena a gambling corporation focused on entertainment. Told they are fighting for their place in the afterlife and raised in a harsh training environment manned by guards with whips the Galdoni have no idea that their lives are bringing the American government and corporations millions.

However activists have pushed hard enough that the Galdoni have been released into society – including our main character KL426. Beaten up in an alley during the first chapter and left to die by angry gamblers who lost money on fights KL426 (later called Kale) is rescued by the children of a doctor.

In a family environment for the first time KL426 begins to reveal the true nature of the gambling facility and what they do to the Galdoni inside there. Society has been told they are no more than animals but as Kale interacts with the family and especially the eldest girl Brie it becomes clear that he and the rest of his race are just as human despite their horrific upbringing as the rest of the world.

And then the Arena starts hunting them down to begin the fights again.

Plot – 10000/5 – we have everything I want in dystopian in a deceptively simple plot and as the rest of the trilogy continues we get more and more depth on this world that ignores basic humanity in favour of profits (it’s a little close to the bone when I put it like that) but I would 100% recommend it.

World – 10000/5 – I love it! Winged Gladiators in a dystopian world that is still recognisable is something I didn’t know I needed but I absolutely do.

Characters – 5/5 – From Kale our mmc who we follow as he learns about the world outside the Arena to Brie and her little sister to the found family in the doctors children I love it so much.

Romance – Soft Romance – Brie and Kale are so sweet and they may be my favourite dystopian couple just for the humanity in their relationship. Brie has her own past but neither hers nor Kales interfere with their budding relationship.

Content Warnings: Death, Violence, Gaslighting, Domestic Violence, Gladiatorial Battles, attempted Rape and assault, Suicide

Top Ten Tuesday: Books set in Another Time

Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly meme created by the Broke and Bookish and now hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl where bloggers are given a prompt that is usually a list of ten bookish things.

Todays prompt: Books Set in Another Time (These can be historical, futuristic, alternate universes, or even in a world where you’re not sure when it takes place you just know it’s not right now.)

1 – Fierce Heart by Tara Grayce (historical fantasy)

2 – Temanarie by Naomi Novik (historical)

3 – Red Queen by Victoria Aveyard (dystopian)

4 – Twelfth Keeper by Belle Malory (dystopian)

5 – Changeling by Molly Harper (victorian/dystopian)

6 – Zahrah the Windseeker by Nnedi Okrafor-Mbachu (sci-fi alternate world)

7 – Keeper of the Lost Cities by Shannon Messenger (alternate world)

8 – Galdoni by Cheree Alsop (dystopian)

9 – Roaring by Lindsey Duga (roaring twenties with magic)

10 – The Time Hunters by Carl Ashmore (set in literally everytime from ancient Greece to modern day to dinosaurs)

Special! The Wycherley’s by Annaliese Avery (regency/futuristic) which is coming on the 22nd of May!

All links will take you to the full review with an age rating, expansive content warnings and the Damsel rating system so you can be delighted with your read and not stumble into any unwanted violence or spice!

If the book is not linked then the reviews will be coming soon but all of these recommendations are YA and no spice however some of them are more violent than others so do check when the reviews are put up!

Fierce Heart, Tara Grayce

13+

Usually when I go back for a reread (especially when I reread it within a year) then the plot doesn’t captivate me as much, but this one completely did. It feels so soft the plot and everything happens and then nothing but so many details and little emotions are worked into the whole world that you are never bored for a moment.

Elsie and Farrendel are in an arranged heavily political marriage between two countries that have been at war and in a country that is on the precipice of a much larger one. They don’t have the insta-love/attraction that I always struggle with in political marriage books, they understand each other and move slow. The exploration of cultural differences as well as the aftermath of war on people is really well explored but it is rarely heavy because we always have the hope of the new alliance and romance.

These series isn’t a rapid paced whirlwind so you get to know the characters which is especially important as later on in the series the POV changes. In this first book we get a real sense of the hope on both sides – no one wants war and so these two very different people from different cultures and life experiences are going to do everything they can to make this work.

World – 5/5 – classic fantasy, elves and humans and trolls yet fresh. It almost feels like a historical Victorian novel in places and then we revert into the very fantasy world of the elves. The juxtaposition between the traditionalist long lived elves and the Victorian feel humans shows just how the two kingdoms are so different but yet need to come closer to survive.

Plot – 4/5 – it is very much the wider plot, we have a lot of time we are playing with here over the series and a lot of war that happens before. But I was never lost and I was 100% there throughout all of the plot moments.

Romance – 5/5 – it is somehow the focus and not of the book, it is very sweet and slowburn while still giving us those deliciously sweet moments in places.

Characters – 5/5 – they are so realistic that sometimes I cant figure out how I feel about them. All of the characters are distinct and yet this hope binds them all. And they are reassuringly mature – well the mc’s are, the court is another thing entirely. It feels like it steps away from a YA fantasy romance into something that floats between and could be enjoyed by any young adult or adult adult looking for a fantasy read that steps out of tropes and delivers on all counts.

Content Warnings: violence, PTSD (pretty low in the first one but does increase as the series continues), ableism (as a country, Tarenheil is obsessed with surface perfectionism).

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