Fearless by Lauren Roberts

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Wow. This only came out yesterday and my copy was only delivered at eight but I raced through this one in only a few reading hours! Let me just start by saying that Powerless as a series has been one of my favourites that I found in 2024 and I have been slightly stalking on all the socials any teasers or snippets but oh my goodness was it so much better than I could have dreamed!

This book returns to the format of Powerless with three trials, however these are centered around Bravery, Brutality and Benevolence which are the three things that the last king thought a good ruler needed to be. Paedyn is engaged to Kitt as we know from the last few pages of Reckless and this time she is solo tackling these challenges which will prove to the court that she deserves to be queen – even if she is Ordinary. I really enjoyed how Paedyn doesn’t flinch away from saying that she wants power, she enjoys it she says that it is everything she wanted since she was a child. In a league of romantasy books where the FMC wants to be a ‘normal girl’ Paedyns character has stuck out to me from page 1 of Powerless. She welcomes any power that she survives to get and she will become so powerful that the powerless like her have no choice but to be welcomed back into Ilya.

Of course this is a romantasy so how could I not chat a little about the romance! Kai Azer won my heart from the first page but this book really showed just how their relationship was in someways inevitable, in some ways because of other people’s decisions but overall the tension and chemistry that pulls them together even when she is engaged to his brother. All my reviews are spoiler free so I wont continue but oh my goodness did they have to weather a lot of storms but by the end I honestly don’t think any other ending could have worked as well as the one Lauren Roberts wrote!

Let’s go to the star ratings!

World – 4/5 stars – it is solid and I really enjoyed seeing a little bit more of it in the second trial but it is a relatively normal fantasy world that I have seen portrayed a lot before so I can’t say that it is completely original and new but I can say that it fits the story perfectly and illustrates the divide between powerful and the ordinary!

Plot – 5/5 – Romance may be the plot but the plot isn’t all romance! We have so many twists and turns and reveals that I am going to have to go back through and reread the first ones with new eyes!

Characters – 4.5/5 – I love them so much, Kai and Kitt really show the differences that an upbringing can make and also the different damages of psychological abuse and physical on how people grow up to view the world. Paedyn as always is amazing and her POVs are always so distinct in contrast to the royals Kitt and Kai as well as (little tiny spoiler here Edrics pov) which shows the divide in the world viewpoint very well!

Romance – Suggestive/Fade to Black after little buildup – 5/5 – it’s a romantasy this is what we are here for! We had some really great romantic moments that I definitely need to quote over and over again in all of my reviews forever more but I just loved this one!

Age recommendation: YA, 13+

Romance Rating: Suggestive/Fade to Black after little buildup. This is not steamy making out at all, it feels very soft and honestly it almost borders on sweet.

Violence Rating: Level 4. While violence does happen its not as much as a lot of books I read and it never feels graphic or gorey.

Content Warnings: Betrayal, infidelity.

Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins

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My copy of Sunrise on the Reaping just arrived and I realised that I haven’t done any reviews for the original trilogy or Ballard so today I am going to remedy that before I start reading it.

Hunger Games is famous for a reason – the stunning dystopian world, so harsh and merciless yet portrayed in a way that expertly and subtly satirises our own world. It is just everything and honestly this book belongs on the best YA books for a reason.

We get introduced to Katniss on the most terrifying day of the year – the Reaping day. Instantly the world is painted for us in bright colour, the harshness and divide between the districts and capital as well as the injustice within the drawing of the slips from the Reaping ball. Essentially gambling your life on the fact that your slip wont be drawn so you can get a meager amount of grain to bring home is so dystopian yet we don’t doubt for a second that the whole of district 12 has done this at some point – and the slips are cumulative. The poorer you are the more chance you have of death by starvation which means you put more slips in which means you have more chance of dying on live tv.

I could talk about the stunning dystopian world forever – but I suspect everyone knows the basics of this series so let me continue to the star ratings!

World – 100000/5 –  so so much within it. Every little detail has so much more linked to it – we are in a world that Suzanne Collins has so much more going on than we ever know! With little snippets into other games, and the fact that everyone thinks that this is normal – it is a truly dystopian world unlike any other.

Romance – Sweet – 5/5 – the romance and the emerging love triangle and the fact that Katniss and Peeta’s relationship is based entirely on survival and what will get them sponsors – right?

Characters – 5/5 – from the Tributes who have been raised to think that dying for the Capitals amusement will get them honour and that they should volunteer to Rue to Prim, Katniss’s motivation for survival and to the over the top Caesar Flickerman who seems so jovial but is literally making childrens deaths into a sport they are all so real I feel like I could hold conversations with them! Katniss herself is a heroine who is truly strong, she has the skills that despite her disadvantage and the fate of 12 tributes before her she will do her best to come home!

Plot  – 5/5 –  yes. Just yes. From reveals to plot twists to fights and interviews we have a plot which is almost completely contrived by Gamemakers who want to make the games as entertaining as possible. But as always humans are not controllable and especially when it comes to survival!

Romance Rating: Sweet: Kissing, cuddling, clothes on, mild innuendo.

Violence Rating: Level 5

Content Warnings: obviously death, on page and off page, grief, survival, starvation, dehydration, manipulation.

Morally Grey or just the FMC?

This is something I have been thinking about more and more as I read even more – across hundreds of books especially fantasy/dystopian/sci-fi – the trope of the ‘morally grey’ heroine is becoming more and more popular so I’m going to do a deep dive into this! Are the female main characters (FMC) that are being marketed as morally grey truly morally gray or are they just women in a patriarchal world acting in a way that that society – ours or fictional! – don’t appreciate?

Minor Spoilers for Throne of Glass, Red Queen and Eragon!

So lets dive in!

Evangeline Samos from Red Queen is a key example of a ‘morally grey’ character. She argueably an antagonist. In the beginning she is even semi competition for protagonist for the interest of Cal. But she doesn’t care.

Her values are focused on love and acceptance for herself and yes she is ambitious and we know she is cruel sometimes but she is still not a villain. If she is a villain then Julian – the amiable uncle figure to Cal and Mare – is a villain too! He kills her father, takes over a mans brain and makes him walk of a cliff where he knows he will be drowned to death painfully and slowly. But Julian is still presented as working for the right side! Surely Evangeline is working for the right side too – her side. Survival.

Another example is Caeleana Sardothian – presented as insane and unstable for most of it but it she just head and shoulders above everyone around her? She is more intelligent, more charismatic and more skilled than the assassins and her other peers so she is separated from them by this ‘otherness’ but is that just that she is truly powerful?

Look at her values. Justice – skewed and biased but whos isn’t? Kills Nehemia’s murderer painfully but is that just revenge?

Then take a very male character like Eragon from the Inheritance Cycle – I love this series, it is what got me into fantasy but it does make a good comparison.

By the end of the book he has killed hundreds in a swathe to get to the capital, he kills the king and the dragon and is so powerful that he has to leave. But his power is heroic and his sanity is never questioned. Not when he prioritises helping Rouran his cousin find Katrina over the arguebaly ‘greater good’ of supporting the Vardan, not when he leaves an entire army marching towards certain death to chase a dream – people question it but not him. Yes those decisions are taken from a moral place, yes they work out in the end and yes they make a great story.

But so do Caeleana and Evangelines.

When I was doing my international womens day post about strong FMCs it really got me thinking. All of the FMCs had killed someone – I read fantasy -, all of the FMCs had moral compasses just different ones but the difference is was who’s control they were under. Keladry of Mindelan isn’t a morally gray knight, she is noble despite controversy but she is still very much under the thumb of the capital until she breaks out in the fourth book and this is when we see some of those lines blur for the first time despite her always remaining a firmly good classical hero because she regrets the actions she has to take for justice. Paedyn Gray from Powerless kills someone but she isn’t morally gray – at least of that book – in the eyes of the reader because we completely understand.

So what is the difference between morally gray and not? Is it that we just understand the motivations? Because in that case I would argue that Manon Blackbeak, Caeleana Sardothian, Katsa and Evangeline Samos are by that definition not morally gray. Some of their decisions are not solid and they do kill people but is the defininton of a morally gray FMC whether they are under the control of the patriarchy/govermantal structure of their respective worlds?

Katsa breaks away from that but in the beginning when we decide what their character is like she is going to execute people for the king. She also starts a secret council to undermine that hence the gray part not black of her morals. Evangeline Samos is so powerful and yet still controlled by her father until pretty late in the series. She knows that to get the power she wants she is going to have to marry Cal but by the end she decides not too. Caeleana Sardothian is probably the most morally gray in most people’s eyes on this list because she was an assassin for many years and does kill a lot of people on and of page in brutal ways. But so do other ‘classic’ heroes. Eragon kills people on page, he even mentions that it is almost unfair because they cant keep up with his supernatural skill. Percy Jackson kills a LOT of ‘monsters’ but he is still a hero, we never question at any point whether he is flexing his power or leaning into insanity he is just trying to survive.

If I start on another debate about how Percy Jackson and Eragon are arguably still until the guidance and power of their respective structures the Gods and the Vardan and how that may be why they are also classic heroes and never morally gray I could keep going forever but I wont! (maybe another day!).

To wrap it up is this main idea – are the female characters portrayed as insane and morally gray and villiainous in fantasy books really like that or are they just outside of the control of the government or a rebel structure? Are any female characters that aren’t in a recognisable structure that restricts their movement or power morally gray? And are all female characters who are powerful enough to take revenge on those who wronged them nudged closer to the label of insane or morally gray when they are doing the exact same as their male counterparts it is just labelled justice and avenging loved ones instead?

I also wanted to add that it is so odd how the obstacles placed in their path and the way they are overcome are judged so differently in morally gray characters to classic heroes. A classic hero’s journey is all about overcoming refusal of the quest, inheriting power or a throne and overcoming resistance to achieve a greater goal. Often the morals in the beginning have to be compromised to achieve the greater good. But powerful FMC’s aren’t often given that grace, especially as they are so easily dubbed morally gray. If they exchange morals for power or justice then they are irretrievably morally gray or downright villainous.

Readers – and this has been proved over and over by sales and booksta as well as just general chat – don’t care about morals or the perceived moral state of the character they care about being able to sympathise or emphasise with them. That is why villain backstories are so popular, they deal with the shadows within humanity show what can happen to people who stray of the path. And redemption arcs which are sometimes present in villain afterstories show that people can climb out of that life state and leave that behind.

So often FMC’s backstories and how they became morally gray are because of the patriarchy and violence so they become the most dangerous thing to protect themselves. We can see this with Caeleana, she is forged by the Assassin King and it is only when she leaves the country adknowledges the deeper parts of her history that she previously was ignoring that she can face what he made her into and go back to confront him.

Morally gray is the middle ground between villain and hero but who is the hero? It is cliché but someone’s villain is another characters hero and the more fantasy I read the more I become convinced that morally grey is a label given to female characters who aren’t controlled by the goverments around them!

In Conclusion…

Are the female characters portrayed as insane and morally gray and villiainous in fantasy books really like that or are they just outside of the control of the government or a rebel structure?

Are any female characters that aren’t in a recognisable structure that restricts their movement or power morally gray?

And are all female characters who are powerful enough to take revenge on those who wronged them nudged closer to the label of insane or morally gray when they are doing the exact same as their male counterparts it is just labelled justice and avenging loved ones instead?

What do you think?

Galdoni by Cheree Alsop

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I just love this world – honestly this trilogy is one I never tire of. I reread it and reread it (sometimes back to back) and it always holds up. We have a dystopian America, perhaps a few hundred years ahead where scientists have genetically adapted test tube babies into winged humans.

Originally designed as military scouts, the Galdoni have too much of the animal need to survive to be successful to the governments plan. The Galdoni are taken by the Arena a gambling corporation focused on entertainment. Told they are fighting for their place in the afterlife and raised in a harsh training environment manned by guards with whips the Galdoni have no idea that their lives are bringing the American government and corporations millions.

However activists have pushed hard enough that the Galdoni have been released into society – including our main character KL426. Beaten up in an alley during the first chapter and left to die by angry gamblers who lost money on fights KL426 (later called Kale) is rescued by the children of a doctor.

In a family environment for the first time KL426 begins to reveal the true nature of the gambling facility and what they do to the Galdoni inside there. Society has been told they are no more than animals but as Kale interacts with the family and especially the eldest girl Brie it becomes clear that he and the rest of his race are just as human despite their horrific upbringing as the rest of the world.

And then the Arena starts hunting them down to begin the fights again.

Plot – 10000/5 – we have everything I want in dystopian in a deceptively simple plot and as the rest of the trilogy continues we get more and more depth on this world that ignores basic humanity in favour of profits (it’s a little close to the bone when I put it like that) but I would 100% recommend it.

World – 10000/5 – I love it! Winged Gladiators in a dystopian world that is still recognisable is something I didn’t know I needed but I absolutely do.

Characters – 5/5 – From Kale our mmc who we follow as he learns about the world outside the Arena to Brie and her little sister to the found family in the doctors children I love it so much.

Romance – Soft Romance – Brie and Kale are so sweet and they may be my favourite dystopian couple just for the humanity in their relationship. Brie has her own past but neither hers nor Kales interfere with their budding relationship.

Content Warnings: Death, Violence, Gaslighting, Domestic Violence, Gladiatorial Battles, attempted Rape and assault, Suicide

The Twelfth Keeper by Belle Malory

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The Twelfth Keeper is another example of dystopian fantasy, but the opposite of Red Queen. A world that is perhaps only 500 to 1,000 years in the future. This means we still have recognisable government structures but Earth is at a tipping point in its history. Because of interactions with other planets, Earth has been told that they have ‘keepers’ twelve destined children who are all born within four years of each other who will protect earth. Seen as essentially military celebrities housed up in a military space station the people of Earth have no idea of the powers that both the keepers have and that are threatening earth.

 We get introduced to Kennedy who is trying on her sisters clothes and makeup, something which marks her personal progress as later on in the novel and then the series, we see her become her own person. She is personable from the start as we go with her for the mandatory vaccinations, and her fear of needles. She doesn’t believe that she is the Twelfth Keeper, a protector of the earth, and is stubborn to the point of near death in holding her own opinions. She does not want to be a hero but everyone around her expects her to be the most powerful of them all, the other keepers have been waiting for years for her to arrive. She holds her family close (and they have a really sweet relationship which is always rare in fiction) and only goes to train because her family are paid for it.   

Characters – 5/5 stars – Kennedy is so personable, I think I already used this word, but she just brings such a realism to an otherwise other world. Phoenix I took a bit longer to grasp but I do love him.

World – 5/5 stars  – I just love it we have a mix of sci-fi, fantasy and dystopian that combines into a world I will always remember. With new technology and yet still similar world structures as to now it really highlights just how much dystopian is the way of commenting on corruption.

Romance – 4/5 stars – Sweet Romance – Phoenix and Kennedy have a rocky beginning, but it is explained and makes you understand more about how growing up in a government department in space has formed his character. The romance is slightly more prominent in this than some other reviews i have given but nothing out there, just a few kisses and cuddling. My one peeve with the romance is the age gap, Kennedy is sixteen and Phoenix is twenty and this is just pushing it a bit far for me but I can overlook it because everything else is so good.

Plot  – 5/5 stars – because we are launched into this world alongside Kennedy who doesn’t know what is going on but knows what she believes we get a really lovely viewpoint on the plot. Clues are constantly going on around her, but they are often for books far later along and also Kennedy isn’t sure what is important. This is a new world to her and people expect her to do things that she doesn’t think is possible. The plot is fast paced with lulls letting us absorb more of this gorgeous world.

Things to be aware of: There is violence, and threat throughout 3.5/5. there is a lot surrounding drowning and how Kennedy is triggered heavily by that and how she suffers after. Genocide. A little bit of subtle racism in places.

February Booklist: My Fictional Valentines

This is for all the people out there who want a fictional valentine! Here are my top five couples from various books and my favourite most romantic quotes from each one from various books! I’m always looking for more recommendations, so do send me yours. I have tried to do one from each genre I review so have a look down!

Fantasy Valentine

Powerless, Paedyn and Kai are just *chef’s kiss*. It seems they are in every booklist and post I create but it is because they are truly one of the booktok books that exceeded all the hype it was given. Picking their quotes was like eating one sweet but here they are!

Quotes:

“Remind me to make you smile like that again, when you arent dying and i have all the time in the world to memorise it.” – Kai

Paedyn: “I could get used to you being a gentlemen, Azer.”

Kai: “and i could get used to being one for you, Gray”

Pae: “I didnt realise you had watched me so closely.”

Kai: “Watched? Darling I never stopped.”

Dystopian Valentine

See this is really tricky to pick! I love dystopian so much, Red Queen and others like it are constantly being added to my shelves and their romances all deserve to be on this list (although Mare and Cal are especially adorable). In the end I decided Kennedy and Phoenix (twelfth keeper) took the prize (despite the age gap which I try really hard to ignore).

Quotes:

Phoenix: “I dont bite”

Kennedy: “No you just burn”

Phoenix: “true”

Special (kinda cheating a little because it isnt from the first book but i had to include”

Kennedy: “If my soul has a compass, it always points to Phoenix. Wherever he goes, I follow.”

Historical (like victorican feel but with magic) Fantasy Valentine

Fierce Heart by Tara Grayce – this is actually on kindle unlimited so if you have that then it can be downloaded in time for Valentines! This is a elf/human arranged marriage slowburn and I’ve read the entire series twice over and the romance is just so cute. Really hard to find a super romantic quote because it is a slowburn over the series and they are more demonstrative in their romantic interest like learning about each others culture and language.

Quotes:

Farrendel – “Your smile. No one else was smiling. They were looking at each other as enemies. but you smiled, as if we were people you were happy to meet.”

 Warrior/Assassin/Fighter Valentine

The one is from The Throne of Glass series, the prequel which is called the Assassins Blade. I adore Caeleana and Sam, and honestly, they are the epitome of a good rivals to lovers/assassin to assassin trope and jostle for the position of my favourite book couple EVER.

Favourite Quote

“She would tuck Sam into her heart, a bright light for her to take out whenever things were darkest.”

Urban Fantasy Valentine

The Lies of Vampires and Slayers by K.M Shea

Jade and Connor. 100% percent. They just win hands down. He is a vampire so one of my favourite things is all his teasing nicknames for her like “afternoon tea” and “emergency rations”. they are so comfortable together and these ever changing fond nicknames are just adorable. Its also a slowburn so no direct quotes from this one but it is so worth the read and it is a completed trilogy! It is also on kindle unlimited!

Happy Valentines!

Mini Mention Monday: Mini Review

Mini Mention Monday

This is a new bookish meme I have created which involves a tiny review, callback to a favourite series or a mention of what you are looking forward too on your TBR! This is a chance to highlight things that are mini and not quite big enough to usually get their own post/video especially our favourite novellas/short stories.

This week’s Mini Mention Monday is… A Fellowship of Games and Fables!

This is the third book in the Adrenshire series (the fourth is coming out this November!) and it was just as adorable a cosy fantasy as the others

Jez the fennex is a character that we meet in the other books and I wasn’t quite sure I would have the emotional connection to her that I did with the last two heroines but I absolutely did! 

I really enjoyed the exploration of how Jez and her family had grown so distant from familiaral expectations but also how she grew to be able to look back on her past with more than shame and guilt. 

This centres around the Yule Games (making this a great Christmas/wintertime read!) and the romance between Taeyna and Jez is just adorable! 

The Runaway Offering by Alythia Connor

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Thanks to Book Sirens and Alythia Connor for this ARC read and as always all opinions are my own.
Genre: YA Fantasy
Age Category:  YA

This book follows a main character who is relearning everything she previously thought about the world and her place within it. Raised in an isolated village guarded by armed horsemen to keep out ‘sinners’ from interacting with the village folk Akedia has only ever been offered one perspective. That perspective seems to have been accepted by everyone around her without question – the human sacrifices which are beheaded become demigods. It is an honour. Right?

I found it really interesting how Akedia absorbed everything around her before making a decision about the truth at the end, but even then it was complex. The danger of a cultish religion and how much power isolation and twisted knowledge can have on people was explored thoroughly.

However I really struggled with the romance. Tamu her love interest kidnapped her and was forcing her to do ‘three favours’ which he refused to disclose or die by his magic. Akedia seems to quickly forget that she is essentially in a hostage situation and her feelings go from disgust to attraction very quickly.

That said there were several positives about this book and I would read another book by this author in the future.

Characters – 3/5 – they work, I liked Morra a lot, she would be a 5 star character on her own, the way she brought up morality vs the law was just beautiful especially considering the naiivity of the main character.

World – 3/5 – its good, we see several different locations in a dessert vaguely Eastern world and it never made me trip up on any of the details.

Plot – 4/5 – the premise is incredibly solid and I picked it up because I knew I would enjoy the plot however it did dip a little in the middle – the scenes with Tamu’s family were a nice break from the terror of fleeing the altar as a sacrifice but it sidelined from the plot a little bit.

Romance – 2/5 – Soft Romance – I’ve already said in the review that this is something I struggled with but I would still recommend this book just be aware that the romantic relationship is has toxic foundations.

Content Warnings: Sexual Assault (it is on the page, non graphic and stopped but still something to be aware of. It was quite sudden and random without being brought up again in the plot), Religious Abuse (non graphic, they are beheading people in the name of ‘religion’ and teaching them that it is right but it isnt graphic we just get told the mc can hear the axe).

Sasha vs the Whole Wide World (and dragons) by Rachel Taylor Thompson

Thanks to Net Galley for this e-ARC read and all opinions are my own!
Pub Date: Apr 01 2025
Publisher: Rachel Taylor Thompson
Genre: Alternate Reality, Heist, Urban Fantasy
Age Category: YA

Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly meme that originated at Breaking the Spine but has now linked up with Waiting for Wednesday at Wishful Endings. It is always a fun chance to display books that are going to be joining our bookshelves very soon in 2025!

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This was so good!

I went into this expecting a fun frolic and it didn’t just deliver it gave me everything I wanted and DRAGONS. I know it was in the title, but I had expected a few dragons, not a glorious world full of different varieties. We have seadragons, truedragons, even beedragons!

Sasha was driven character from the beginning, and we are swept into her delightfully morally askew world as she witnesses a seadragon die and steals it’s Semis. The Semis is something huge in her world –  the last time it happened there was a huge man hunt and several deaths but as far as Sasha is concerned there was also millions.

Throughout Sasha had a really fun narrative voice to read, rampant with ‘Clemisms’, sayings her (just a little crooked) family have raised her on which support all of her decisions in the beginning. It was really lovely to see her motives change and grow over the course. At the beginning of each chapter she keeps track of her finances (such a lovely way of reminding about her motives and how money is such a huge thing because of the lack of it in her life) but it also reminds us of the ticking clock behind her – the whole country is out for her, the whole world’s governments are looking for her and the Semis and she only has a few grand with which to avoid them with. oh and that’s all that’s left of her collage money too!

Plot – 5/5 – it was fast but we also got all the details that my little worldbuilding heart needs so just perfect!

Romance – 4.5/5 – Soft Romance – I just love a good dreamscape scene, when both lower their boundaries and just talk without the pressures of the real world and this had several glorious examples of how well this can be done! Ari was adorable too – and how sweet he was with the dogs! (did I mention that there are three dogs named after the Bronte sisters along for the heist???)

Characters – 4/5 – I loved Sasha, she was such a good character and I love that Rachel Thompson didn’t make her family too likeable (they had flaws but still came out to support Sasha in their own non law abiding way)

World – 5/5 – DRAGONS! I have mentioned the dragons but they were glorious so I will mention it again! The rest of the world was really well defined too – Sasha crosses huge swathes of land but every place she goes to has its own feel even through she never goes to any huge landmarks.

Content Warnings: some sexual harassment to the mc, but she gets out of the situation quickly so only 1/5. Threat.

Such a fun read and 100% worth it this needs to go on your TBR for 2025!

Happy Reading!

Lottie

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